Feb 5th – 00:40am

This sadness has a weight.

Inside my chest…so heavy.

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A longing, turned ache; becoming pain.

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It’s hard to care for someone,

But not reach out to them.

It hurts. It really does.

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“Food Is Still Hot”

By Karen O & The Kids.

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I watched “Where the Wild Things Are” today.

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Today I am at peace.

Today I am sad.

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Is love a blessing?

Or a curse?

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Love never fades…it just changes

But it can mean never turning back.

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And that’s what truly hurts.

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Not being able to throw my arms around them;

The ones I love…show them I truly care.

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Without undoing all the time between;

As we all move on.

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I may be too proud to cry most of the time,

But I am humbled by my emotions now;

As the tears fall.

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Today I am at peace.

Today I am sad.

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And that’s okay…